teh annoying thinggy,

something that i just dont understand about my self is why am i so 'cepat marah'?

haish haish haish. i dont like that, heee i dont know whats wrong with me. the victim? daaaa ofcorse lah my sayang. i just dont like when people dissapeared or just vanish without giving any notice! heee b! u jugak cakap msg petang nnt kan kan? but then you plulak x reply!

and me? hahaha. the evil me has arrived. i switched off my phone, hoping that cokey will gelabah satu malaysia looking for me. haish haish pity him. but anyway sape suruh x reply and x angkat calls? im sooo not that type of girl. yang boleh sabar even bf dia dah hilang 10 hari! hahaha.

copppp! hurm. rasa rasa how many msg dah masuk yek? and missed calls? hurm hurm. if i get alot of them, than i know he loves me. buat if not. well he still loved me rite? and i will still be questioned kan kan? 'syg u pegi mane? asal x bls mag? asl ni? asl tu?' hahaha. mampussss nak jawab ;p

yeah i dont like cheat or lie to him. to him i express everything so for me, no lies. haha tapi takkan nak ckp niat buruk aku tuh. heee never lol. well we'll see how it going to end up. and ouh yeah. ive been switching iff my phone from 530 to 730. wohoooo i hope its not going to be a big fight :p

11 July, Tranformers!

i'm soo damn happy. lol xD

yesterday was my day out with mya and hazimah. we were planning to watch the transformers: revenge of the fallen. and the main purpose is to accompany hazimah on a date with khairul. haha. but then 2 days before that cokey is asking me wether i already watch hat movie or not. maybe because i told him earlier i was desperately want to watch that movie. haha. but then he ask me if he could join us. and bring along fadli and ady. lol.


i asked hazimah and mya. then they said ok. may was soo excited. haha. mya mya. theres nothing between us even he liked me lah. hah yeke? haha. soo we went there by lrt. its already 1140 when we arrived at klcc. lol i was very worried if we couldnt make to the 1205 show eventhough ive made teh reservation. but we got in tho. haha. bought the popcorn. walked in to the cinema. i was forced to sit next to cokey. but mya must promised not to 'bahan' me anymore. pinkie-promises. lol xD


watch the movie. it was really awesome ok. haha. love it till bits. but one thing i was really disagree with the cinema is , why you must put so much effort and poluttion just to get me wet my pants in the cinema? LOL. it was really cold. i mean really really cold. arghh. fadli, cokey me and mya cannot sat still. we all just changed our sitting positions every 5 minutes. haha.

then after the movie ended. we all go to the toilet. haha. the queing is soo long ok. apelah dahlah toilet bnyk tutup. hish. but when mya checked her bag. HER PHONE WAS MISSING! damn. me may ziamh runnded to the cinema. it was hectic. we go through the cinema again. check everywhere, write reports. mya was sad but we managed to cheer her up. hehe. love u mya xD

then we went to A&W to have our lunch. at 4 pm? haha. insane right? we sat on the higher table. 6person, soo three tp three. as usual. cokey was infront of me. then we all noticed. oour color theme is some kind grey-black? haha. we ate and chat a bit. kena bahan lagi jugak. haha jahat doe mya and fadli. i ate waffle and ice crams. really nice ok. suaping some for mya, zimah and fad. then we went for a shopping spree. weheee~~

ady wanted to find a dress for her gf. so we went to MNG. nothing much there. MARKS&SPENCER. i dont that shop. ZARA. alamak all of the dress there is like a 'kain buruk' lah. haha. so i suggest we go to TOPSHOP. ok much much better. a lot of dress. but then something caught my eyes. its really cute trendy dress. if u wear is with tight or something, sh emust looked gorjes. i gave to fad to show to ady. then ady said it was too expensive. damn. kecewa i bile dapat atu harga dia $363? aiyoyoo.

lastly we splitted about an hour. ziamh went to pujukher khairul. apelah sepasang kekasih ni. pelik gile. me and mya went for a walk and taking pictures at the gerden. soo breezy. hehe. and while cokey ady fad went to BB. then we went back at 6 pm. bought aunty annies but its quit cold. hehe. the end.

loving this dayyy so much. but theres something missing. hehe. Dadda cant come lol. xD

me vs single life,

i know that a student like me, well boyfriend is not nessecary. i know that, thank u.

but in my kind of way, its good to have a boyfriend when u have problems with ur best friends. i dont have anybody to tell stories, to tell them that im stress because of these and that. sometimes i miss when im taken by hafizi. its not him that i miss. its the happiness that i want soo bad.

yeah. a boyfriend can make u a lot stress if he/she cheated on u or whatsoever. but i think i fight alot with my frioends more than boyfie. yeah, thats me. but im not saying that i love boyfie more than my bff. in mky social life, i love them (boyfie and bff) equally, just different kind of ways. i lov emy bff as they are the one who i go anywhere and do many things with. and i love my boyfie which i dont have as he cares, protect me the way a boy should. but 99.99 percent trust on these people. it snormal whta? family go first, remember? ;p

and now, single life is so boring. its cool when our heart is broken but in my case, my heart is sealed and tough as a rock. im just wondering. will anybody want me as who i am? ;)

Mya's Birthday!

the cake!

potong cake.muka tasha ta ley blah.

suap suap b'day girl

my fav model! -captured by me-

my fotogenik b! -captured by me-

b syg! (mya)

happy birthday dear! i lovee u soo much. sorry if i hurt u or what so ever lately. i know this birthday suprise isnt soo suprise rite? (my acting ta jdik!) but i hope u like it okayy?;)

muahxxxxx! -akma b-

more pictures? log on to www.myspace.com/akmasyazwani

Aktiviti Dikala Petang (5:30-6:30)

lepak lepak lepak. or shall i say main beskal?

I lovee those times! hangout,laugh like hell loud, pedulik kan yg lain. haha. sekarang kalau bole every afternoon nak min kat pdg. syok ohh! im addicted to it. hmmm, agak agak ujan tak ari nie?

hehe;p

Cerita Ceritun Kini:)

exam mac telah berkahir
ahh!
merdeka!(belum lagi)

haha. baru habis exam.sebelum ni sgt busy dgn hw, friends, mcm2 lah. huhh.kini ok lah sikit.
lepas exam, pegi mkn cendol dgn MEREKA! best gile ahh! waktu waktu yg tergila sekali!
haha. tak cukup dgn tu. hangout kat padang ptg nye plak.

kelakar dgn telatah masing masing. dpt taman permainan mcm monyet dah masing masing. haha! thats us!

hope we can be together like this tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow!

love u guys till end.
-pic apdet later on.ade kt fon tasha-

'Currently Thingy ; Zapin Kontemporari'

one of fav moments of life! Dancing.

yah yah. i'm not a pro. but i just loveeeee the way they move , the step , the bend , the posture. ohhhh, i wish i can be a good dancer. my beloved senior, kak amelia and kak rinie. they are really great at dancing. they are dancer under pak ngah production for a few years until now.

the great thing is, they get the satisfication and experiences and at the same time they get to be paid! MYR250-500 EACH, EVERY SHOW!

Damn. how cool is that? $$$$$$$$ :D

Nak jugakkkkk! (rengekan)

Tak apelah. Kalau ade jodoh adelah... haha. aku dah merepek nie. ok. sekarang i participate dlm persembahan under kak amelia. zapin kontem+hiphop2 skit. quite nice lagu dia. tradisional tp tetap up-to-date okayy! haha. kira mcm zapin funky laa.

persembahan sabtu nie. ari tu kaki i sakit gileeeee. ini semua garagara tak warm-up lah. excited gile smpai terlupa. adoiiii. tp sekarang dah okay dah!:DD

cuma zimah laa, kaki dia sakit lg. tp insyaallah kami dpt buat yg the best utk majlis sabtu nih! Aminnnnnn....... PRAY FOR US OKAYY!

What The F**k Has Going On?

tgh syok2 duduk kt kerusi 'empuk' di dalam kelas, Denise dtg.. dia hulurkan aku sepucuk surat sambil berkata..

'walau apa pun yg terjadi, korang still bestfriends lagi tau'

i read it very very carefully. my buddy from next class, who love to make **** jealous of him just because us(me and him) love to 'gurau2 manje'. he said he **** me.


the first thing that spilt from my mouth is, What The Fuck Is Going On?

and then i reply that letter and........

i laughhhhhhh at the same time! yeah, thats me. always laugh at things before take it seriously. is this a joke or something? because if this a joke or maybe to make **** jealous, it's brilliant!

but then, i show that letter to aqila. she makes this really really serious face and said, 'kema, surat tu tak main2 laa'. i was like, Oh-ooooo.

now, im confused. qila told some of the stories of what she being told by ****. i was like soooooo confused.

i felt really really really like being shot by M-15 or something.

whyyy? he's a totally love but we tried to make up like bizillions of time but THINGS STILL THE SAME!

i dont love him as much as i love *******. it was a very good old days.

******* is sooo lovely, caring, and he's really a give-a-lot-of-support when i'm taking my UPSR.

and my next boyfriends will be almost the same as *******. he must be a gentleman and care about personal appearence and anything that a woman would ever want in a man!

A New Ride and A Happy Night

my and i made a deal. i sell my old-but-precious bike, then i'll buy a new one with the money. soo, we went to the bike shop the other day and fixed my old-but-precious bike and give it a 'full service'. tukar tongkat,betulkan brek etc etc. and i also get the rim to be change.

but mya has'nt take that bike home yet, soo i think i buy a new one first lah. i cant wait to have a new bike! yesterday afternoon, i bring along both my sister and my BIL-to-be. they are the one who make suggestion and approving which bike is suitable for me. i'm looking for BMX ofcourse because other bikes dosent match my heart. huhu:D soo, meet my NEW BIKE!!

its white color. i'm looking for a silver but cant find the most charming one

i loike the rim soo much!

kesian my old-but-precious bike. dye dok belakang jerr. huhu:D
candidCAPTURED by me

me and sissy:D

me, sissy and BIL-to-be

since my mum and dad went to jakarta, kami hanya makan luar jerr.malas nak masak tkut tak habis. so, that night my BIL-to-be belanja(belanja ker kteorg yg bayar? either one doe!huhu) makan kt Jaya Jusco AU2. we choose Johnnys. the food is quite okayy. lame pulak tak mkn steamboat. thanx sape yg belanje!:p

after makan2. we all pergi maen bowling pulak. huhu. bawak la my maid yg mcm dah berzaman tak kuar nih. hehe.

SAPE SANGKA DIA PANDAI MAEN BWLING? GUA PON TERKEJUT SIOT!!!

b.b.q chicken fried rice:D

me and bibik's bowling shoes:D

it's my turn! huhu. tgk laa.bibik aku dapat no-3. hehe


hello, cite tak abes lg. after maen bowling. kita pergi karaoke taw! hahaahahahaha:DD

pertama kali gua berani karaoke. hehe:D


-the end-

Happy Belated Birthday Deena!

Wednesday was deena's birthday. me,mya and aqila was soo exited to make something special for deena since she stayed at 'asrama sri puteri'. we just want her to remember that we all care about her eventhough she studied quite far from us. soo, me and my friends made a suprise for deena. hehee. i amek part 'tukang beli kek' . cake ice cream lg taw! oh deena, you're soo lucky to have bestfriends like us!!(bangga sebentar!xP) sorry tak bg hadiah or wishes on your birthday! sengaja jer sebenarnye:D i hpe you like the cake and our suprise sayang!

Deena, we apologised for the lie about couple, the wishes and everything. just so you know, we all loveeee you soooo much and we are sooo grateful to have a best friend like you!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEENA! ILY SOOO MUCHH!:DDDDDD

sooo, here are some pictures for you all.just copy and paste ok! enjoyyy!:DDDD

the birthday cake!

deena with a smile in her face

the inner part of the cake! yummy!

mya, tasha, deena, nurin, and me!

my buddies till end!

my buddies till end-2-!

hangout at the park after the small party!

i love this picture! captured by me ofcourse!!:DD

captured by me! ohh i like this pic!

-the end-

Nyamuks Aedes!

lame tak tulis kt sini! haha. actually i try to write and put lots of pictures for the very first tyme... but i accidently delete 4-5 of the pictures which takes millions of years to upload it. wadefak rite? ya yah i knoe! sgtt menyakitkan hatiiii...:(

last thursday which is kelmarin, i was sitting and chatting with my mum and both sissy but suddenly i heard some sairen(just read it in malay,i dont know how to spell it right!huhu). i was just thingking, because the sairen is not from an ambulance, not from the police or either the fire truck. its sounds exactly like the hailer sairen. ofcourse i recoginsed it verry well, i heard it 2-3 times everyday last year(since that i hate sairen!) and suddenly everything goes really3 quite and a man talk really3 loud........................

'selamat petang tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.kes demam denggi telah dilaporkan kepada jabatan kesihatan.pihak kami akan melakukan semburan terhaap nyamuk aedes.kami minta semua orang keluar dari rumah sekarang.sila buka tingkap dan tutup semua makanan.saya ulangi, blablaba....'

something like that la.huhh!! aku ingatkan lah sairen daripada syurga ke hapekebenda ke?! daripada jabatan kesihatan rupenyer.. jantung gua dah dupdap2 dah taw! haha. tapi ape yg menariknya...the pictures after the 'semburan nyamuksss' itu.....

my house is like in heaven!

the fan hembus the asap away~~

see. the nyamuk is fainted already!

my baby. she is soo freak out when the avticity semburan itu dijalankan! haha

before and before and before of that, i was upstairs doing some chores+cleaning. but i think u cant say its a chores lah. because it has nothing to do with penyapu, mop etc etc. i cuma buka semua sarung bantal and wash them up. my mum had a bizillions of pillows and the best part is they come in many sized i told u! huhh. bersin2 i kemaskan. i end up had a runny nose. hehe. wildan is sooo excited when he sees all the pillows.

wildan and the bizillion pillows!

muka nak ganas jerr!

he's wearing my mum sports shoes! soo cute lah this boy!

Cerita Cerita

heyy! uhuk uhuk*baru baik demam*

ohhhh. i feel really bored nowdays. both my sisters are going to PD for a small holiday with my cousins. haiyo! student MUST always being leftout in every family activities eh? tension jerk. i feel like i want to work straight away!(if i can laa) takpe lahh. maybe this is not my week.

tomorrow is schooldayy, same as usual. huhh. i always think that school is a toture but in a good way. but sometimes i wonder, why the goverment didnt let us wear whatever we want to school? just like the americans? i mean, cuba fikir.. it didnt cost a lot. just wear anything what u wear everyday.jeans dgn t-shirt pown jd lahh. then,tak perlulah kita pakai those uniforms yg pale tuh.at the same time, they can make rules like NO bikini, NO tights clothes, MUST wear scarf. i dont mind with that. macam lah bila kita besar nnt kita kena pakai uniforms jugak. some jobs, yes. but some not. huhhhhhhh.


tonight i'll sleep alone,again.. not that i scared or anything. but... huhhh. nevermind.

oh! oh! one more thing. im thinking how to MMM. u know.. MAKE MORE MONEY. its just, i really want to hold my own money. boleh shopping anything i want. without no one will say anything. yelahh. family i kan jenis yg tak suka membazir. soo, rasa mcm nk buat bisnes yg kecil, tp berbaloi. something yg handmade, diperlukan, adorale and affordable. then jual kt internet jerk. hows that? haha. any idea? just comment me.

Sekolah, Sekolah, Sekolah

Pejam, Celik. Pejam, Celik.


Helllo?? im back to school lol! gosh. damn boring. cepatnye cuti abis. tp kekadang i miss my school gak. skang suda msuk sesi pg. soo kena la baik2 sikit, alim alim. b'coz some of my senior kata most of the teachers is a double-face type. shit. mane satu laa yg akan mengganti posisi teacher mil & teacher lyn i yg gempak tuh?


hopefully, there's someone who can fill that position. x best laa klu xdek. kt sape la aku nk mengadu nnt? heheh. tp skang even better. bole lepak dgn teacher millllaaaaa ptg2. hah. cant wait till that moment. ptg td carik dia, tak jumpe. haishhh. dimana la teacher nih. i dying to see u! miss u like hell!


yg x best nye thun nih is most of afternoon session teachers yg gempak2, kelakar & rock gle suda pindah or continue their studies. td tgk, alahai sikitnye cikgu ptg. cukup2 mkn jer utk guru kelas. maybe ade yg blom msuk. kowt. dunno. :D


tp harap2 x dpt lg ckgu spt Sukhveer Singh yg berlagak bgus tuh. baru dtg sek nie da berlagak cam siot. siap dgn pelajar pg sekali bengang dgn dye. kesian kan jd manusia mcm tuh. soooo pathetic. ohh ya. 2009 is going to turn me into form2. sooo i got to study lg hardie! harap2 takde siapa yg ambil tmpt i as the third person in class. insyaallah...


haha. kenapa ketiga? kenap x first or second? haaa. ini kerana ade seorang mamat n minah nie yg sgtt scary tahap pendidikan dorang. pendek kate, kepala otak genius. diarang baru form1 but they already knew a bit about biology, unversity studies, etc etc. scary! both are indian. very smart kind of people. sooo, my advise is, DONT UNDER-ESTIMATED THESE PEOPLE! b'koz we'll never know. one day they'll be our prime minister ke? kita duduk negara muhibah, soo kena laa tabah.


haha. i hope i improve my english yg sakai nih. amin....